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If I had everything my way

i want to be an art restorator so bad. i want to paint so bad, but I fear I will never be good enough to make money. I am making money already but the problem is I don't like to paint what people tell me to. I only can paint well when I have freedom. I want to paint what I want and still make it. I want to marry my boyfriend one day and be happy. I want a siberian husky and a siamese cat. I said I could live anywhere but I can't, I can't live in a small house i'm sorry I have lived this way my entire life I don't think I can change : ( Truth is I don't know yet if I only want one child or any and I want it to be a boy if i do. I want to be a foster parent even if it's hard. I want to be accepted by your family. I want you to love me as much as I love you. I want to make you as happy as you make me. I want a real best friend thats a girl, just one who is as true and honest to me as I am to you. I want to own a horse and I want to live in Alaska. I want to give my parents back what they gave me. I wish I was a better person. I want to stop smoking and deal with my depression without medication. I want to be a harder worker than I already am. I want to keep fighting for my life. I will fight for you, for me, for those I love. I want to give those I love the world <333333

Just thoughts I had : /

Im going to explode from all of this i'm sure of it lol

I love you all