I realized something today | misslucero's Blog

 Last night was one of the hardest nights emotionally I have been through in a long time. I was rushed into the psychiatrist this morning by my father on the account of scuicide attempt ( don't want to give details ) apparently the  medicine i'm on can cause you to become scuicidal if you are given too much or not enough. Apparently I wasn't on enough. I feel much better today : ) 

But last night really made me realize something, something I already knew but at the same time didn't. My boyfriend really does love me. I have never had any relationship where my boyfriend has ever cared about me as much as Keith does. He is there for me, instead of getting angry with me he talks with me about it and really tries to understand where im coming from. I don't like people to understand because even when they say they understand I don't believe them, but I think im letting Keith break through that barrier with me. He is truly the best thing thats ever happened to me and I don't know what I would do if I lost him, he truly is the love of my life.